We don't get to compare or contrast our challenges with those that others
face - those are irrelevant to our current challenge. The world isn't
against us. God isn't ticked at us right now (or at least probably not)
We don't live a comparative life. We each live the one we have, and deal
with the challenges in front of us. Sometimes they are caused by our
choices, often not.
How we deal with stress, challenge, uncertainty, loss, success, joy, fear
and unfairness both molds and reveals our character, and that of those
You seem to be bearing up just fine. Continue to lean on your family and
friends, even the ones you have only met on the bitstream. We continue to
keep you in our thoughts and prayers, as evidenced by the many messages
from around the net.