(forwarded by Janet)
apparently I have to have a google account to access the newsgroup, they
recognize my e-mail address, but I can't get the password right. No
internet until August 9th :( the landline is on thanks to son and his
truck driving girlfriend :) <GBSEG> things are insane at the moment.
just trying to figure out how to scrape up $ for simple
things....electric, gas money, glasses after surgery which I don't have,
they're progressive lenses (I am blind up close.....and yes, I have dime
store glasses, in order to get two jobs I'll need to see at arm's
length, and that will take progressive lenses, I have my own frames, and
soon one day if he'd co-operate and file the divorce papers husband
isn't able to pay the $160 for the glasses.......yet he keeps insisting
that he'd be "so proud of me when I'm able to stand on my own."
sheesh.........I would have to work five jobs to earn what it will take
to pay my monthly bills (house note, car note, insurances, basics, no
frills.......I am already spending $10 a week on groceries, oh well,
lets stop this, it sounds like I'm whining.
we got MORE rains yesterday, horrific storms, five inches of needed
rains. I stood in the rains and let it soak me as I had my own Faerie
Holler melt down after talking to ex-squire, then a hummer came right in
my face and hovered there chirking at me chastising and giving me hell.
the seven foot four o' clocks were open because of teh overcast and
clouds. I have yellow and magenta. pink and cream striped phlox is
blooming massivly, Blue
Enigma, purple loosestrife lucked out and missed the munching Jap's this
year so the hummers adore it as well........Matrona blooming early,
(sedum) black eyed Susans, swamp Sunflowers are setting buds and are
blister beetles destroyed the Japanese anemone, oh well.......the front
gardens look like a jungle. when I get the internet back on August 9th
and erase 9000 spam's from my account, I will have incredible news to
share, pictures to post on binaries and a ramble that will leave yer
eyes aching..........I miss all of you. Ann, call Gloria and get my
landline number, and my Sprint "can you hear me now? NO garrammit!!!"
and the Cingular # that my friend, Molly shared her mom's SIM card so
I'd have a phone that got a signal at the house....
trying to burn Charlie some music to send him back....trying to stay
afloat. and work with this internet at the library while I download and
print out important e-mail's costing me change I don't have but scrape
up picking up pennies I see on the ground and pavement.
after the 13th of August, I will be seriously looking for jobs, I have a
Clerk II test to take for the State of Tennessee at 8:30 in the a.m.
that will put me in the system, then I will hit the ground running after
the 13th...........my love to all of you, please keep me in your lottery
prayers <g> and I'm hanging on by threads...........
madgardener, up on the soggy ridge, back in an overgrown Faerie Holler,
overlooking English Mountain (it's obscured by gray forboding clouds
right now) in Eastern Tennessee, zone 7, Sunset zone 36 where it's
finally humid!!! (I'll take all the rains I can get.......and where's
that winning scratch ticket?? <gbseg>