I have been a medieval re-enactor for over twenty years. I actually got into woodworking through re-enactment. The lesson I learned in being deeply involved in any hobby was that if I'm not having fun doing this, do something different.
I used to be a medieval archer. Then it got to be work. So I pulled back from that part of it, and threw myself into woodworking. I still have my armor and my bow, and I shoot every now and then, and it's fun again.
My advice would be for you to do something different. You look like you've been doing cabinetry. Build a boat. Turn a bowl. Tiller a bow.
Take a different path. Not only will your enthusiasm for the craft return, but you will be able to return to cabinetry in time with a renewed sense of purpose.
Bill