Well, I have some time on my hands here and I thought I'd see if this sounds familiar to anyone else:
I suck. I'm 32 and just getting into the woodworking thing. I've never really done any 'cabinetmaking' type woodworking before and have recently taking a strong interest in it. I've collected a few tools from the eBay, Japan WW and such, I've sharpened with both Scarey and waterstones, and I'm just beginning my workbench proper (of the Good, Fast, Cheap variety). I'm using hand tools. No power.
You see, I'm a programmer (or more appropriately, a code-monkey). But I'm an ISTP, which labels me as an artisan/tool user (see keirsey.com or google myers-briggs for an explanation). So even though coding is my 'tool' and software engineering my profession, it leaves much to be desired, IMO. The reason, I suspect, is b/c anything I craft in my profession is inevitably re-written, replaced, or made obsolete by new technolgy within 3 to 5 years. How depressing is that? The things I do, while commanding a good price per hour, have no lasting value.
So I've taken up woodworking, specifically building hand crafted furniture. At least that's my lofty goal. I have no illusions about my lack of ability. What's frustrating is the fact that unless you're willing to just drop everything and go enroll in a school or apprenticeship somewhere, you're pretty much left to your own devices to learn and improve. A long, slow, painful path.
I'm taking a couple of classes in the next few weeks, so maybe that will help alleviate this 'helpless' feeling I have. Maybe it's just my personality type which causes this impatience. I vaguely recall feeling this way when I started programming. Actually, I guess I did drop everything and enrolled in grad school to get a CS degree, so go figure.
I don't want to get too long-winded here, so let me ask this: Is anyone else in the same boat? Had a similar experience? Care to 'set me straight' with a bitch-slap? I'm just testing the waters of the group here to see if anyone else out there is 'like me'. No one wants to feel alone, right?
doug.